din do anything till today.. i found my answer.. disgusting is alwaz disgusting.. no matter how others tell u.. u will still find the person disgusting.. this is a fact known by myself onli.. others are not obliged to think so~ wadever i said here.. i mean it.. and i mean DISGUSTING. no matter how gd your background, how rich u are, how high standard u are, how pretty, how high class u are.. u are still DISGUSTING from the bottom of my heart.
i wouldnt deny the fact said by clarice - i m not generous by heart.. i have no gf yet in my life, i m a loser.. i have low or simply no self-esteem.. but no.. even i m the worst guy under the sun tt wouldnt have chng my view.. no~
now wad i have to do is to put aside all comments.. and to fight on.. U ARE DAMN DISGUSTING~ HEAR ME? DAMN DISGUSTING~

there was once.. i tot no one knew me.. parents, frens, teachers and sister.. everything i did was wrong.. i tot tt were my worst moments in my life..
now i know.. tt wasnt the worst.. really.. this couldnt have been worse...... haha.. everytime i laughed and tried to be lame.. everyone juz tot tt was some lame fucking joke.. who could understand under the ugly fucking smile took some grief with it.. who could understand the badly scarred confidence.. all ppl know was to say.. be confident of yourself..
yes yes, may all turn against me.. let me die in peace....
1) not a man
2) not being generous of heart
3)'poor' in a lot of things.
4) 'dont needto worry abt no gf le'
5) not generous of heart and actions
6) no self-esteem
7) DISGUSTING guy

father once said.. why muz u be such a failure and to be hated by ppl... why not u go and die?

sounds true.. since i m of no use to anyone..maybe i'll try dying..maybe i'll give it a shot..

juz wanna say DMC05 sux.. yeah.. DMC 05 cant sue ppl rite? ok.. well.. 1stly due to some 'high class' ppl.. i mean.. ok.. i myself is full of flaws.. but one thing i can be sure.. i m not so er xing.. kaoz.. ppl out there remember the 'Kindred Spirit' or the Zhen Qing.. and the stupid 'high class mother-in-law'? oh yeah.. tts it.. tt person is tt! omg..
secondly is due to ivan bah.. i know he has this addy and he might look.. but still have to say this.. kinda... hurt.. not angry at wad he has posted in his blog recently.. i wouldnt disagree at the fact that we arent close.. but the clashing at the mrt isnt anyone's wish.. had a headstart yet we still had to clash.. tts very sad.. espcially after the post saying want no one to disturb.. ok~ fine.. nvm..
where are u.. seriously i need u to drag me out of this.. haiz..

so irritated.. i have to write one whole chunk juz to entertain ppl.. hey wait, i m not referring to who, so pls do not come after me! kaoz.. this is MY diary, MY blogspot, MY daily life.. coming back to the creation of this blog.. this blog was not created for anyone to see.. i din point a gun at anyone and say - hey.. read my blog.. and this is wad blogspot itself said

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yeahx.. tts wads on my mind! cant i say wads on MY mind in MY own diary? some irritating ppl juz have to come and find fault with it.. as if they have not had enough.. and not enough still ask others come and write.. cos ownself no guts? once again.. i m not referring to anyone pls do not come after me again..
yeah i agree i was wrong to publish some XXX the other day cos i was quite angry.. but tt was.. HOW MANY days ago was tt... when the anger is off, some ppl have to come and piss me off again.. ok.. tell u wad.. this is a lifetime condemn ok? LIFETIME condemn.. hopefully tt person does the same thing to me oso.. cos tt person is damn disgusting.. once again.. im not referring to anyone so pls do not come after me to take some funny actions against me..
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studying stats.. not bad huh.. still can come online? tml's test 2hrs sure 1st hour done.. why? cos 1/2 of the qn dunno how to do, 1/4 do halfway, the rest is mcq and juz luan pom.. not bad huh..
suddenly i feel so stupid.. hey look here .. ppl have sooo many ppl going after her at once and who are u? a jy.. and wad have u got to offer? nothing.. no looks, no money, no nth.. the last few days u have tot too much.. back to reality for u.. juz tt ppl have nth to do den come find u.. u are juz a used person.. useless..

gone vinz house to study.. onli vin vern and me.. din really study much.. muz at least now im on the track..
was really glad u sms-ed me for nth..
exams are so tiring.. but its a good time for u to find out wad u really dunno..
i really duno alot.. hahaz.. hope tml will be a fruitful day.. a day where i can study alot.. AND NOT SLP AND PLAY THROUGHOUT!

econs test today.. the test was sort of a morale booster unless there's something wrong with my answers..
ate dinner alone.. dunno why feeling so sad.. think i feel like a loser
wads wrong with me..
kill me?

i cant stand it.. i really dunno wads in ur mind.. ur taking the initiative.. yet u dun show u like me.. the world is spinning..
and oh...


ECONS SUX~

econs' still not going in.. ^&!$#! i haven started stats.. die liaoz die liaoz.. sob~ guys must come out and study k?? dun pang seh me.. ANOVA... den erm.. wad? i dunno le.. oh yeah monday nite eat out k? end at 8.10.. eat b4 home k?
i'm so god damn tired now.. last nite i was talking on phone until 6am.. wtf.. god damn tired.. slp.. ZzZzZz

wad a boring day.. study abit econs.. found out yuan lai i dunno so much.. hahaz.. wad a loser..
went to l'emozione with jeremmy to eat pasta.. we ordered 1 pasta.. 2 soup.. 1 calamari.. in the end we ended up with 2 pastas.. more than usual amount of soup, more than usual calamari, fries, free flow drinks, coleslaw.. hahahahA~ tts for having good colleagues at the bar.. CERTAINLY NOT BOSSES.. haha!
the L'emozione frenster account was found out! lolx.. and omg my testimonial.. hahaz.. isnt tt good really.. haha~ siao liaoz..
i saw her again today.. she was looking back at me.. dunno wad it meant.. but... nvm.. toking to her is abit like talkin to weesan.. but at least she cared to reply bahz.. hahaz.. well.. who cares! exams 1st!!!!!!!!!!

yet another boring day.. the real battle starts tml?

You'll be my love

yeah thx for the song.. how i wish this was really the message u wanted to give me..

so sad.. she's is leaving her workplace soon for a reason(undisclose).. soon..
so she bu de.. and the craziest part is fancy me recommanding her to winoa's workplace.. isnt it dumb.. wtf is coming over me.. maybe i shld go eat some shit and bang my head against the wall.. can a miracle pls happen?

does ppl really look for the qualities that they do not have? if not...

Why do u like to take pictures so much when i dont.....

Why do u like to doll up when i dont..

Why are u so matured when Im not..

Why are u so caring when Im not..


Thousands and Thousands of Unexplained answers..

juz came back from watching <> hehe.. quite a good show for all those ppl who likes mystery.. not ghost actually. hahaz.. the ghost not scary one.. lolx.. yeah aniwae the show was like some silent hill or resident evil.. hahaz.. dunno wad found a piece of paper with the words 805.. den later found alot of cabinets but the cabinet no. up to 399 onli.. den go mirror and see the paper again.. become 205 ^!@$%^&!@ hahahaz..
today is a big leap for me.. hehehe.. frog jump.. =p

today working.. so was cherlyn..
wad a funny day.. a company came down and order food up to $200++ .. everyone gone crazy.. siaoz.. SAT so busy and still have to make those funny funny things and still deliver to them.. toot~ den they give funny funny orders nvm.. still screw wilxion.. kaoz.. indians damn rude man..
aniwae i found her and added her to friendster.. sad.. she dun wan look at me today.. hahahahhaha~ shen jing bing liaoz..
sit wilxion car come home.. den was quarrelling with cheryl.. den wilxion say wad next time me and cheryl maybe will be together.. cos yuan jia lu zai.. hur... cheryl and cherlyne will be the last kind of gals i'll be looking for.. and both so matured.. haha! i will go crazy.. they make me sound so despo.. haha!
very tiring today.. i was like walking here and there motiveless.. shagged..

juz received a friendster invitation from le'mozione.. i mean someone create a stupid company account and attack the bosses inside.. siaoz arhx.. but nvm.. got Cherlyn inside.. hahahah! no.. not Sherlyn.. is Cherlyne.. haha...
go see her friendster account.. woot! so... Indian??? dunno.. u ppl take a look..

im so crazy now.. over the match of SAF vs Young Lions.. crazy match.. i bought a draw.. scoreline was 1:0, 1:2, 5:2 and at this point i tot.. omg.. lost again.. sianz.. den later check again.. 6:3.. den ok~ bye~ go take a bathe.. come out.. WAHHHH! 6:6 !!! siaoz arh!!! unbelivable! crazy..
today NW was crazy too..ms hui gone crazy.. too lazy to describe.. gonna do MNIT and NW test lioaz

home alone.. last nite, or rather this morning was thonning away in the house.. slp at 4+ in the end cannot wake up to lessons.. see lar.. now have to stay at home and rot..

this week last wk of sch le.. how i hope the 2mths hols come...

working today.. long time no work.. like abit slow down liaoz.. cannot make it.. sherlyn was working today.. and she laughed at me like anything when i did sth wrong.. i was supposed to cook Thai Chicken sticks for them. then some toopid lawrence tell me 5 is enough.. den i cook 5 and give them.. in the end they've got 6 ppl.. and everyone attacked me including lawrence.. but friendly attack lar.. they knew it was law's fault..
sherlyn dun seem to be really tt pretty after all.. law pointed out she've got thick legs.. and i supposed her nose looked like some gorilla.. no i m serious.. some angles she is pretty.. some angles she is cute.. but some angles she looked weird but still ok.. but overall she is too gd for a stupid jy..
went home with law.. and omg.. remember the $50 bucks incident.. i came to the conclusion tt the company juz wanted to cheat our money.. cos last month they were short-handed.. and they implemented this stupid '$50 for every 60 hours you work during weekdays'.. and some ppl really pia to get tt.. like me lar.. and they told me i was late for 1 min.. ok.. barely acceptable.. and wtf.. the bosses told the rest the 'offer' wasnt on yet! wtf.. and this month they have freshmen.. and ppl like law gets to work onli 30+ hours instead of his usual 50-60 hours.. wtf is coming over L'emozione..
really didnt want vinz to come over if not for his toopid bill. hahaz.. he's got his vice-president, his own band, and his...... plus the work he is going to take up.. and $5 is never enough for the damned effort tt we put in everyday..
jeremmy was rite.. 'i applied as a server! why should i cut your vegetables?'



Dun look at me tt way.. unless you have feelings for me..

wad super boliao lessons today.. MNIT was !^$@%!, NW was worse.. stupid..

feeling no emptier than yesterday.. i dunno why izzit so.. exams coming.. still feeling empty?

Marketing Presentation today.. tot i sort of screwed up some things.. hmm.. overall still ok.. why cant i do an oral presentation well?

Wei he wo ai de yi qie~ mei you jie guo?

not a very great day today.. fooling around.. den took a stupid flash test.. nth much..

father invited his some China fren to come my house and do some video conferencing to his family overseas.. took some time.. cos they using.. QQ messenger.. wait.. u din see wrong.. its QQ messenger.. at first they asked for my QQ no. i was thinking.. huh? wad QQ no. hahaz.. stupid me..

hmm.. got my 6600.. got bluetooth.. and gone back to the stupid handphone hacker again.. stupid hacker.. why cant some ppl juz do some clean business.. i mean.. i know they are out for business.. then.. its juz so despicable.. first i bought a 3100 for 600+ when its onli 300+ then.. now they wanna hack me again abt the phone price.. give me a low quotation den ask me buy many many things from them.. when i refused then they start to reveal the real price.. after tt still try to kapoh my MMC card.. den i go back to get it from them.. den the person still offered me a upgrade from 32Mb to 128 mb for 80 when ivan could get a 128mb for 60 bucks.. !%^@$ really glad ivan was there.. phew.. haha~

morning go l'emozione take pay. actually this month they started giving out $50 extra cash for anyone working above 60 hours.. but you are not supposed to be late.. and.. WTF?! my $50 was called off.. and the reason was cos i was late... wait.. the horrorifying part is coming.. i was late for few seconds....... !#%^$!#% wad the hell is coming over eric and stanley.. so niao for wad? wads a $50 to them?! juz sell 5 pastas and its back! infuriating.. boycott eric liaoz.. den eat romankan - the stall next door.. wah kao.. they charged us 13 dollars for 23 dollars food.. and fancy the SUPER NIAO l'emozione giving onli 15% off?!?! super niao.. cannot stand them..